“Girls, you need to be modest in your appearance so you
don’t cause boys to have impure thoughts. They can’t control what they think, so you have to help them."
This is what a very nice, very bright lady told Snark Girl’s
5th grade class last year. It’s
that type of attitude that causes rape culture. The idea that boys and men are
base animals, unable to control their own thoughts and behaviors, easily
distracted and thus unable to function. The idea that girls and women are responsible for being harassed,
assaulted, and raped because they wore a dress that was shorter than fingertip
length, or they wore leggings, or they wore a tank top.
I CALL BULLSHIT!
Rape doesn’t occur because of the way a woman is dressed.
Rape occurs because there is a lack of respect on the part of the rapist toward
their victim.
I was raped in college.
I was not dressed
provocatively. I was wearing a very baggy men’s sweatshirt and sweatpants with
athletic socks.
I was asked, by the
athletic department, to help the guy with his English Literature assignment. I
was not supposed to be forced to give him a blowjob while he sat on my chest
and pinned my arms down with his legs.
I screamed no. While I could.
I struggled. He was more than twice my weight and was a full
foot taller than I.
I later found out from his sister, he had been raping female
students for four years because no one spoke up. She even said, “Well, didn’t
you know that “helping” him is code for having sex with him?” No, no I did not.
That faint accusation that I should have
known better is part of the reason I haven’t spoken of this in almost 20 years.
A mutual male friend “forced”
my attacker to apologize to me. The apology went something like this: “Uh,
yeah, sorry if I upset you. I thought you wanted it. When you said no, I just
thought it was a game and that you liked it rough. I mean, what girl WOULDN’T want
ME?”
He didn’t have enough respect for me to ASK me.
He didn’t have enough respect for me to BELIEVE that no
meant no.
It’s time to STOP this idea that boys need help not to be
plagued by impure thoughts.
It’s time to STOP this idea that girls are in charge of the
behavior and thoughts of anyone but themselves.
It’s time to STOP teaching boys that it’s okay to disrespect
a girl because she is wearing anything less than a burka.
It’s time to STOP teaching girls that they cannot express
themselves via their attire or dance because some boy might get the wrong idea.
IT’S TIME TO STOP LETTING BOYS/MEN OFF THE HOOK!
IT IS TIME to teach ALL of our children that there will
always be distractions – another person, music, etc. – but they must learn to
focus through those distractions and achieve their goals while behaving as
civilized members of society.
IT IS TIME to teach ALL of our children (and adults yet to
learn this) that they should RESPECT ALL of their fellow human beings,
regardless of how that fellow human is dressed or behaving.
NO MEANS NO!
I'm so sorry. I wish I could hug you, so you could know that you are safe, and look you in the eye so you would know you were strong. And I will do my part by teaching my boys about respect and boundaries. And the word "NO."
ReplyDeleteit is also not about being under the influence and passed out fully clothed......... (((((hugs))))
ReplyDeleteThank you for writing this. I was also raped, it happened at 19 as well but by a "friend". I still see this person around town occassionally (when i am back home) and he smirks at me and then acts like nothing ever happened when others are around. I was too ashamed back then to go to the police but I regret that now. This individual put something in my drink and literally had to carry me up the stairs to my apartment. We def do need to change our culture, women should be able to dress how they choose to and men and boys have to be able to respect that. There is no other option! Thank you for sharing your story and giving me the courage to share mine.
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